Oct 14, 2011

dilema

morning peeps!!
saya mulakan hari ini dengan menulis di blog ini. sweet tak saya? *ok, sila hantuk kepla kat dinding*
i have something that keep bothering me since last night, its difficult to describe how was that.
the story start when i ask my dad to borrow one of his cars for district posting, i ask for the smallest one. last night, he called me, telling me that he will come here by sunday to send the car, but... i don`t care about him sending me which ever car he want as long as i can use it, but. but..... the problem is they said that i am a selfish bitch who loves to menyusahkan orang tua. ok, fine. 
late at night i told dad to cancel the things. no need to send me a car. but , hati seorang bapa kan, he ask me why suddenly? i don`t know how to answer that. sorry! im not the kind of 'along x nak susahkan abah' 'sian abah penat nak anta keta kat along, 7 jam driving tuh' thats not me. then x taw camne, kira jadi lah nak anta keta tuh. sekarang aku xsenang duduk dah, sebab dah nyusahkan parents sendiri. adeyh~ 
otokaco? *what should i do?*
nak suruh cancel aku sendiri tak tahu keadaan kat sana macam mana. kang aku sendiri yang menyesal x boleh nak bergerak ke mana2. adoiyai...
dilemma~ dilemma~