become functional

i miss my blog...

but internet here is super demn slow

i hate it! 

 btw, almost finished my emergency and anaest posting,

its buzy, hectic but way much FUN!! 

really enjoy the posting, lots of hands on and at 1 point you can brag to others

now, i`m the real doctor to be

from asking patient in, clerk the patient, examine anywhere you think necessary, jot everything down in the clerk sheet, give your provisional diagnosis, plan your management, discuss and present with doctor, doctor prescribe medication, give the medication to patient, IM/IV. everything at tips of your own fingers. 

i just love the feeling of being appreciated there

and become functional there 

also, experienced of doing the real life CPR, resus patient, do as much help as possible, and try to keep the patient alive. here, i have the opportunity to do cardiac compression, ok its not fun. its much tiring than u can imagine. we do our best that time...

now to anaest posting, divided into ICU and OT week.

ICU not much hands on, but here u learn so much things. that minor2 thing that keep patient alive and you or maybe me only didn`t` realize it before. how important is bag valve mask compare to intubation? overall ICU u can cover patient and see the patient progress and so on.

OT (operation theater) well, this time you are exposed to the real job for anaesthesia. mainly on preoperative management, how to prepare patient before any procedure or operation done. i love this part the most!

having able to do the bag mask ventilation, how awkward of me when holding the face mask onto patient's face, do the intubation in the real patient, feel really awkward handling the laryngoscope and ett tube at the other hand. but well, its all come with satisfaction!

doctors and lecturers in this posting are the best!! they are all so kind, willing to teach you just anything anywhere. plus some of them is good looking too!! ;))

now as usual, towards the end of posting

EXAM!!!

thats why, my schedule a bit upside down, sleep at 8pm, woke up by 2am. study.
not crazy yet.

p/s: im afraid to fall in love again, but that special someone made me really want to have that feeling again. arghh!! oh dear heart, please behave. you might hurt again...