i was studying this morning, while listening to the music..
then suddenly, a sounds came in from down there...
a lorry, with an elderly man driving.
he stop, and parked it near to our hostel, then dia keluar lori, open the back compartment, terus jalan ke tempat kumpul sampah, and kutip tiub2 panjang kaler putih (wiring tube i think) then, angkut sikit2 masuk dalam lori.. as i watched his every movement, jantung tetiba terdetik, hati tibe2 rasa sedih.. i don`t know, i don`t feel right. as he was too old to do such thing. mana anak dia? thats my 1st question i`ll ask myself wherenever i came across any elderly, that looks very kesian. i can`t stand to watch them for too long. i`ll burn myself in the end, tetiba nak rasa sebak, tibe2 nak nangis and all those worse feeling .. i just can`t.
it made me remember of my parents, my grand parents. luckily my graimndmother sekarang duduk senang lenang kat rumah, sambil lepak tengok astro, xpon borak2 ngan akak dia, which is her neighbour kat kampong tu, kalau bosan keluar rumah sapu2 sampah, potong2 rumput...and memasak. atok da xde, atok belah abah plak was taken care by my uncle since he is bed-bound for the pass 4 years, or to be exact a month after his wife death... alhamdulillah~ there are not in the categories of 'kesian elderly'.. maybe they just fortunate, and those unknown elderly just unfortunate. maybe thats how they all mencari sesuap nasi. huu..kesiannye, tak smpai hatinye...if only im a billionaire~ =(
teringat kat abah...and mak. ofcourse, those two are the most hardworking, tak tau duduk diam punya orang that i know. esspecially abah, sibuk ngalahkan pm. sume kerja pon dia nak buat. alasan~ "org mintak tolong" abah always a kind of person, thats very kind and generous. senang nak mintak tolong and senang nak digunakan as i interprete myself. hehe~ peace abah! tapi abah sibuk pon family tetap di hati ;) dalam sibuk2, he still find a way to gather us together... thats why, i love and treasure them a lot~
teringat, dulu2 time duk sebumbung, i was the only child yang sentiasa nak ikut mak abah keluar, xkisah la g shopping ke, pasar ke, balik kampung ke..asik dok mengendeng ngan diorang je.. it was a habit, compare to my other siblings yg lagi suka dok kat umah. u know why? i can`t stand the feeling of waiting for them to comeback. my head will always full of bad thought selagi mereka tak balik rumah, that time i always paksa my youngest sibling to call them, and asking when they r coming back. haha! i don`t want to call them always, it will be obvious kot. haha~ sebab tu dari dok menunggu, i better join diorang keluar. haha, and maybe that will be our last time together..who knows?
;)
hmm...that kesian pakcik dah pergi dah bersama lorinya. hehe... sekarang baru lega...before continue study, there`s a sentence that always remind me of dad. it is actually his repeated answer whenever i ask him, why he always so kind to others, eventhough sometimes the others treat him bad...
'abah kalau boleh akan tunaikan semua permintaan orang, sebab tu kalau korang (me & siblings) mintak ape2 abah bagi je, takut kalau abah tak bagi, dibuatnye tu adalah permintaan terakhir.. ngeri abah pikir kalau tak dapat tunaikan'
lebih kurang macam tu lah ayat abah. sebak plak kalau pk balik. abah sentiasa cakap, abah bukan kaya, abah takde harta nak bg kat korang. mane yang abah mampu tu abah sediakan la, patutnya dah lebih cukup untuk korang belajar and berjaya. huhu.... tapi tengok along ni bah, asik men blog je, xpon on9. stdy tak tomakninah. cmne nak buat ni??? adoiyai~
ok2, sambung study jom
sorry, pepagi dah membebel...
nih semua sebab bunyik lori tadi tu la.. (alasan)
haha!
