otokaco?

sorry seems to be the hardest word

but for now, it's the only right word i have for you, 

mr.youdontknowwho (ydkw)

sorry

you know i`ve been waiting since ages ago (6years) to hear that one word from you, 

but after what had happen all this year

how you ignore me, you cheat me, you go for other girl, you treat me like a strangers, you didn`t respect my feeling..and just after she leaves you, then only you could see me.

i don`t think you deserve this heart of mine. you made me your last option.

and you just utter the word out, at the wrong time. i hate it. i hate being treated like an option for you. 

i'm sorry Z

i know its hard for now as you just start your work at petronas, to be exact in klcc which you proud of since your interns there.. i just hope that you could find your best interest there, and the better girl there..

maybe i'm just not the right for you

have a better life... =)

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Ya Allah,

another heart was hurt by me ='(

what should i do? am i a bad girl who didn`t respects others feeling?

but mom said, its better to leave them rather than give a false hope....

it's not me to tell them to like me

now me already being punished by God

for taking others feeling for granted, always play with their heart, giving them a false hope

i hereby ready to get punishment

maybe i will lose another good man

=(

*ujian apakah ini? saat hati teringin, kau jauhkan mereka, saat hati sudah nekad untuk sendiri, kau hadirkan lelaki-lelaki ini tanpa diundang. and when two of them proposed me at same night, i think i better shot teh gun straight to my head. arghh....kenapa perlu memilih? saya benci bila kena buat pilihan. huuu...

 lupekan. lupekan. jauh lagi perjalanan...

ok ngantok~

tdo awal malam ni

gudnight.