maybe i should...

stop talking too much

everytime, i pretend that i'm a strong girl, 

i keep pretending that their words never get into me

i pretend that i didn't heard what are they talking about me

i pretend that everybody loves me, even i know they hates me double much

i pretend that i have a stone heart

that was what i do most of the time with them

without them i am nowhere 

i heart their friendship so much

so i must keep pretending

but, just for one night tonight

let me cry

because i'm so tired

tomorrow, i will put this mask again

i promise.

='(