Aug 9, 2011

Terlajak Perahu Boleh Undur

picture by poop art

tapi kalau terlajak kata, sendiri la terima padahnya.
adeyh, aku suka tau camnih, benda2 emo bawak sampai ke luar.
kepoh btol...bak kater mr.X
ok, fine!

malam tadi we had some talk, i ask him about boys, what are they looking to fall for a girl.
tapi macam biasa, ayat2 dia awal2 asik nak lari dari topik je. ingat nak mengelat la tu dari jawab soalan2 aku
tapi last2, dia plak yang bagi aku soalan yang buat aku pikir panjang balik.
nih ayat dia: 

why did you ask dat q? must u be in a relationship? can`t you just stay single atleast till you grad and just enjoy life as it is. ask yourself that.

ok, dia kalau dah speaking tuh maksudnya serious la tuh. terpana jap biler kene, rasa cam ada bom terhentak atas kepala. pedas..panas.. tapi, actually, aku bukan concern sangat nak taw lelaki tengok ape kat pompuan ke segala bagai tuh. xder keje la. itu alasan je, yang sebenarnya aku nak tau pandangan dia kat aku je as a bestfriend. he should have know me, after 5 years nih kan. kalau tanya direct sure dia xkan jawab punya.

tapi, dia memang bijak tau bab lari2/ mengelak dari menjawab soalan aku. end up satu je perkataan dia untuk aku. KEPOH. ok fine.

pastu pung pang pung pang lagi borak, aku bleh plak terlepas cakap. sengal kan? lepas tuh terus dia x reply sampai sekarang. xtau la dia tertido ke ape ke...dia terasa ke? tak kan la? it should be me the one yang senyap sebab malu. bley terbagitau dia pasal hal tu...

aku cakap semua masalah pelik2 tuh disebabkan oleh dia. well, he once promise me that he want to concentrate on study 1st, but suddenly he told me that he had a girl already. so, aku bengang aku pon g la cari boy gak. tak ke macam budak2... patut la ayat last dia malam tadi

you just need to matured up

again. ayat dia memang bikin telinga ni panas. dia cakap aku tak matured. adeyh~
tapi betul ke ape dia cakap tu?

"=.=

ps: i lov my new blog coz i know he will never know / read this blog. so im free to express anything plus most myfriend pon xtahu kewujudan blog baru ni. this is how the blog should be right. i want to share something as an anonymous ;)