there's a story
about a girl, maybe i could say here she is an ordinary girl
nothing more nothing less, just like everybody
she have a bestffriend, not that bff things, just bestfriend. i name him as mr.X.
they started to know each other after school, about 5 to 6 years ago, im not sure how they started. wut i heard is that guy got the girl's number from one of his friend which is that girl`s friend also. ok confuse?? read it again and again till u understand ;p
ok, to make it short, they become friend since then. they just use sms, never talk. never meet. so they just sms about anything they like, laugh and cry and i don`t remember what so on. well, she`s not me.
ok, i thought they were couples, but im wrong. their relation is not more than just a friend. although early that mr.X seems to try to catch that girl, but it was all just a misunderstanding. that girl told me that she thought of it also, but when she ask, the guy said, now is study time, so lets not involved with that heart matter. we just be friend. well, ok that girl said...cos that time they just 18years old. still too young...
their story never ends. i don`t know how they are still have a close contact to each other even they never meet, never talk, never goes to the same school. oopss! sorry, they were classmates during standard 6 (primary school) for one year at skolah agama. they only now that recently and actually they are neighbor! such a coincidence. but still there no reason for them to meet and bump to each other. coz it not happen yet.
a year later, that girl found someone. that mr.K. the guy she know from her college. that guy ask her and said he like her a lot. then soon after they couple. long distance relationship. it doesn't work. they never meet each other as a couple. their relation just stand for about 7 months.
when its near to end, she go to mrX. told him everything. yes, mr X know everything from the very beginning. but that mr K never know about mr.X. that girl don`t know how to explain to him about her bestfriend mr.x. and, actually, after a while only i know that since during the relationship she still close to mr.X, and he is the only reason why she break the relation and leaves that mr.K. its all bcoz she know she had some feeling for mr.X. but well, mr.X don`t want any commitment now. so, she just have to wait till the right time to tell mr.X that she loves him. but for that time they still bestfriend.
by the time she decided to wait for mr.X to finished his study before she confess she was told by mr.X that actually he already had a girlfriend. just have it. i mean recently. can you imagine??? if i was that girl i should have kill myself. what a guy? he told that girl that he want to concentrate on study 1st, ok. that girl can accept it, so she decide not to revealed her feeling until he finished study but that guy has no gut!!
it was a very distressing moment to that girl. she seems to lost. she can`t accept the fact that mr.X had a girlfriend. liar! what is the meaning of her waiting until now? she never fall that deep into anyguys. mr.X is her 1st, and only..
after quiet sometimes, they become friends again. but mr.X still don`t know that girls feeling. that girl still want to keep it secret. let he be with his so called girlfriend. pasrah...
so, when mr.P approach her that time she just accept without doubt. she already hurts. so, time by time mr.P healed it slowly, sooner they become couple. she really don`t know why she can easily accept mr.P. what the girl think is she want to get rid of mr.X from her heart. replaced it with mr.P. earlier on their relation seems good, but after 7 months, they clashed. although the reason is bcoz that guy don`t want to have commitment yet he said that he want to concentrate study 1st. thn its ok, the girl said.
that time the girl really confused. she said she love mr.P but at the same time she cannot put mr.X aside. i mean, she still close to mr.X during that time, she told everything that happen to her relationship with mr.P, when they fight, she cry to mr.X. When she need an opinion, she ask mr.X. mr.x had a great deal to their relation ship. but, mr.P don`t know that much.
she was honest when she told mr.P little about mr.X, but mr.P seems jealous towards mr.X. so, to manjaga hati mr.P, she never tell about mr.X anymore. she know, she 's not honest enough, but she think thats the only way to keep both party away. mr.P and mr.X.
now when mr.P leaves that girl, she only pasrah. she know she's not honest to the relationship, she know she made a mistake a lot. mr.P is too kind for her. she`s not the right person for him. so, she just go to mr.X to tell him everything, cry to him, seek for a comfort. mr.X always there during that time. it's enough for that girl,,, bcoz she know and will never forget that mr.X already have a girlfriend and will never be her`s.
they still x bestfriend up till now. just friends. even it hurts that girl sometimes but she know, love never said you have to be together with that person. plus mr.P still don`t know the story and don`t want to tell him anything. he already left, let he be..sooner the right girl will come to mr.P. just, its not her.
the girl still looking for her heart until now. at this second she still confused whether the heart was with mr.X or P. CAN YOU TELL ME??
