Jul 14, 2011

last...

i HOPE this would be the last entry,
of me talking about this things
i`m so tired to have all this things in my mind
now its time to let it go...i hope i can
of course, i can!!

dear ex-pemilik hati, 
thanks but i hate you,
sorry but i hate you,
i know you are right, i know you are kind, i know you are good
the way you think, that you put the full stop in our relations
i know, u only hope for Allah blessing,
i know what we have before is wrong, its a sin!!
i know, u have no choice
i know
i know
but, i still hate you so very much
because of your silence
your 'not sure' things
your selfishness
i really hate it
you are hypocrite!!

you really have thought about it months before you end it
but, during that 'unsure' period
what have you done to me?
you take everything you can from me
you touch my heart deeply
after you got what you want/ need
then only you sure to leave me.
right??
prove me if i got you wrong...
huh!!
lelaki semua sama, they only want to have fun
think of themselves
they don`t really care with the hearts they're breaking
u guys think 'sorry' is enough?
'sorry' can solved everything?
now i'm sure i hate you
as you sure that im not that important to you
as you sure that you are right to leave me
as you sure to type that 'jangan ingat saya' to me
thanks for giving me the eyes
to be sure, that i don`t need you
i hope we'll never meet again in the future
coz it will only make me hate you more
devil!!