Jul 20, 2011

do you know?

i am the kind of person who talked and talk so much?
when, i'm at my comfortable place i can talk so much like the drops of rain, as fast as bullet train and i just can`t see any full-stop. well, some people know this, some people have experience this kind of 'me'
my advise, just bear with it ;p

hahaha...
that not the point here. here what i want to tell you guyz is, please, don`t make me angry.
seriously. i hate myself when i have temper. i always regret the things i have done every time i have my temper.
i can hit you, what i hate the most is my mouth. well, i'm not a billionaire who can put my mouth under insurans per say. so, this 'mouth' really don`t know the limit, it can break your heart until pieces, it's like a torn with poison, i don`t know how to describe it, just when i get angry i`ll show it with my words.

i know, there`s a verse which saying that
"perbezaan orang beriman dengan orang kurang iman ialah apabila dia marah. orang kurang iman akan menunjukkan dengan kata2, manakala bagi orang beriman mereka akan menunjukkan marah mereka dengan perbuatan"
lebih kurang begitulah maksud ayat tu. 
so am i wrong to put my temper into words???

rather than keep it inside and showed it through my act. seriously, i cannot control it. it seems like i'm carrying a heavy burden. because i know when i throw it all with my words, then i have nothing to keep inside. thats all. buat apa simpan benda busuk? berulat je nanti, habiis merebak satu badan busuk. sebab itu saya sangat mudah untuk melupakan, dan memaafkan. hahaha.. ye ke?? 
jangan harap!! depends...

*padahal ini excuse untuk orang paham bila aku selalu tunjukkan marah xtentu hala*
peace yo!!