we made it

well, this is a story of 8 months ago

and it's just the beginning of my long whole new journey

stay tuned

...

home again

finally,

i'm back on track...

i miss this place

well, it still me

same person

just a different title.

i'm no longer a student

yes..

finally i made it ;)

i get my scroll, i own a degree now

im glad to my self

and now im here

this is just the beginning....

jual ikan...

i'm always a selfish b*tch

who never learn her lesson

i don`t know how to make friends

and keep my friends

always jump from one to another

when i feel tired then i rest...

alone as always

i`m not sure how close is a friend should be

i'm always have this feeling of insecurity when i'm bonding to someone too much

i know what to share

but some part of my story i don`t feel like to share anywhere

just call me anything you like

i have no right to stop others

atleast.

yes... i'm talkative

yes... i'm the kepoh one

yes... i'm though

yes... i have a big mouth

but that doesn't conclude 

that you can know everything, you can easily conquer me, you can have me all the way you want. always say yes to anything.. once i say no, i become a selfish. multiple no..i'm a b*itch.

is this how life supposed to be?

you used to know me more, you used to close to me not a long time ago. but well, everything come with price. i forgot that. 

let me be..

You won't realize the distance you've walked until you take a look around and realize how far you've been.

 

and those little something...

that made your day

sometimes we look too far, and forgot to appreciate what we already have

love guru

that little something

I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go.

 Every time I follow my heart... it leads me to him. I mean... what other explanation is there. 

Why is it that he is all I can think about? 

Why is it that no matter how upset I am... I see him and I can't help but smile? 

Why is it that when he smiles at me... I get that feeling in my stomach?

 And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me... when he lied to me... and I hated him... why then did I still feel those same feelings? 

i have...

A Morning Letter

Morning breeze...

never fail to make me SMILE =)

dear heart, 

keep strong, stay brave, and never lose hope

cause Allah always there watching us, loving us like no others

believe in Him

;)

and

for my sunshine, mr youdon`tknow who

thanks, cause u'r never tired of me

for accepting my bad and my worst

and for waking me up everyday

and make me smile

i treasure our 'ship' so much

=)

sincerely,

ruby